I’ve been so tired lately I at times feel I might just pass out. I wish I could just cry and cry and not have no one stare or even care. I’m so donr with every thing I just can’t take it anymore. The people that are suppose to help me through this seem to not understand. I don’t blame them, I don’t even know how to help myself right now. I thought being in therapy would help me be able to vent and then find a solution to that problem on my own once I’ve vented and cleared my head. But no all of a sudden my therapist decides she needs to teach me skills to help me and feels the need to give me advice. I just honestly feel like all she does is say the wrong thing. As many times as I tried to explain to her that her skills may help others that I don’t need her stupid ass skills I need her to sit there and just listen and encourage me to solve things on my own. She just doesn’t understand. Its just been hard trying to be there for others but at the same time just do me. I just don’t want to be here in this stupid city or house or school anymore… im not getting any better, in fact I know for sure now that im getting worse.